After a good nights sleep Trish and Shawn share some very close moments.
and Shawn didn’t wake up until they heard a knock on their door the next
it knocked the second time Trish jumped out of bed somewhat drowsy and went to
the door, peeking through the spyhole and saw Randy outside the door.
opened the door a crack, “Hey Randy, Good Morning.”
Morning Trish. Did I wake you?”
smiled sleepily, “It is no problem.”
was used to getting up early, sleeping until eight was late for him. His job as
a truck driver required him to get up at 4:30 or even earlier in the morning as
his routes took him all over the state to various locations. He informed Trish
that he was going for a run and would be back in about an hour.
Trish was at the door with Randy, Shawn woke up slowly and with his hand he
felt his briefs quickly. They were soaked and swollen with urine. He needed to
get into the bathroom soon.
climbed back into the bed next to Shawn. Where she had woke up in his arms she
realized that she had slobbered just a little on Shawn’s chest. She pulled a
tissue from the box on the night table and discreetly tried to wipe the
moisture from his chest.
and asked softly, “You actually slobbered on me?”
was embarrassed and Shawn laughed, “Some guys are into women slobbering on
their chests…no big deal…I peed in my adult diaper and you slobbered on me…it
is all good.”
was happy to hear Shawn joke a little despite the circumstances.
She wiped over
his chest quickly and kissed him, “I am sorry for the slobber attack.”
worry about it. I have to get up and go to the bathroom and all that.”
me go pee real quick.”
scrambled out of the bed again and Shawn heard her in the bathroom. When she came
out he had transferred into his wheelchair already and was just about to head
to the bathroom. Trish fell onto the bed and Shawn glanced at her long naked
legs and instead of wheeling on to the bathroom he stopped at the foot end of
the bed and grabbed one of her legs.
sat up on her elbows, “Hey what are you doing?”
softly let his hand glide over the top of her foot and up her leg some,
scanning her leg and glancing up at Trish with his dark eyes, full of longing,
“Just touching your leg.”
sat up and moved herself over to the edge of the bed, letting her legs drop
down and setting her feet on the floor. Shawn positioned his wheelchair in
between her legs, forcing Trish to slightly spread her legs. She wore only
pajama shorts and Shawn glanced at her legs on either side of him, letting his
hands softly rub over her legs and feeling the warmth and softness of her skin.
looked up at her and Trish smiled at him dreamily, “Your hands feel good.”
felt so much longing to be closer to her in some intimate way but he wasn’t
sure all the way how to go about it. He did feel somewhat better knowing about
her being a devotee and his disability didn’t feel all the way awkward anymore
in her presence, but he still wasn’t sure how to get closer to her in a sexual
a moment he felt her legs still, then he remembered his initial task, “I have
to go to the bathroom first.”
was his way to interrupt the moment of tenderness and getting his head back to
think about his next move.
hadn’t missed the “first” in his sentence, wondering what it was that he was
thinking about for “second”.
wheeled away from her and disappeared in the bathroom. Trish was still lost in
the moment of Shawn’s gentle touches on her skin and she thought about him in
the bathroom and what he was possibly doing. She longed to see it and be in there
she walked over to the bathroom and stood outside the door, “Shawn?”
heard him from inside, “Yes?”
can I come in with you and watch how you cath?”
was thrown off by her request.
was just in the process of slipping his shorts down, “I don’t know Trish.”
you don’t want me to, it is o.k.”
really wasn’t ready for her to witness the task of catherization even though
she had told him that she thought of it as something sexy. He didn’t think it
was very attractive but then again Trish was definitely different.
he replied, “Better not yet Trish…please.”
respected his request and sat back on the bed again turning on the TV and
zapping through the channels for a few moments. She couldn’t ignore the faint feeling of arousal
though when Shawn had touched her leg and she wanted to be close to him.
walked back over to the bathroom door again and knocking softly she said,
“Shawn, I want to take a shower with you.”
was parked next to the bath tub, naked and focusing on the task ahead of
transferring onto the shower bench in a moment. He still had to calculate his
casted hand into the whole process. At home he had developed a routine to get
onto his shower chair, holding his hand up on the wall of the tub and being
able to shower with only one hand. It took a lot longer than with two hands but
he had managed as good as possible.
hearing Trish ask the question outside the door he thought about it and without
waiting for his answer Trish slowly pushed open the door and peeked in. Shawn
felt very vulnerable all the sudden, he sat there naked in his chair in plain
sight and he still felt self-conscious about his body.
closed the door behind her, keeping her eyes on him, and leaning with her back on
the door she smiled, “Hey!”
glanced up shyly from under his bangs, “Hey!”
watched as Trish slowly pulled her pajama tank top over her head exposing her
two perfect breasts.
felt very nervous all the sudden. Trish though slipped her shorts down and let
them drop to the floor, then stepped out of them and pushed them over to the
side with her foot.
looked up at her all the way as she just stood there. Her body was curvy and
perfect, the long blond hair falling slightly over her one breast and some hair
on the left side tucked behind her ear and probably at least reaching to her
mid back. She was stunning and he couldn’t take his eyes off her. She was beautiful
standing there and thinking about how long it had been for him to be in the
presence of such a gorgeous woman he kept his eyes on her and scanned her from
head to toe with so much longing to feel Trish on his body.
whispered, “Please let me stay in here with you Shawn.”
shifted some, “O.K.”
was nervous about the transfer onto the shower chair, he really didn’t want to be
clumsy in front of Trish. She walked over and sat on the edge of the tub.
didn’t know where to move his eyes, her breasts were right in front of him,
when he looked down he saw the crease of her pussy with a thin strip of pubic
was breathing quickly and he said softly, “Trish, you are making me nervous.”
put her hand to his face and stroked softly over his cheek, “You make me
nervous too baby. You look sooo incredibly hot right now in your chair.”
glanced at his chest, scanned over his tattoos and his strong arms, down to his
manhood and his legs. His legs were skinny in comparison to the rest of his nicely
toned upper body and arms. They still were not all the way atrophied, probably
due to Shawn’s ongoing spasm problems keeping the muscles working at least to some
smiled at her shyly and stuttered, “Trish, I haven’t…I am…”
stroked her hand over his face some more, “I love you so much Shawn.”
nodded, “I love you.”
can help you transfer if you need me to.”
shifted and replied, “I can do it.”
that he pushed his wheelchair all the way to the tub edge and then placing the
fingers of his casted left hand on the tub and his right hand on his wheelchair
he pushed himself off onto the sturdy padded shower bench, keeping his eyes
down, focused on the transfer and trying not to meet Trish’s eyes which were on
him the whole time.
on the edge of the shower chair holding himself steady and finding his balance
he scooted into position, his legs still scrambled halfway out of the tub. Just
as he was about to pull his legs over with his hand Trish stopped him and
touching his hand she said softly, “Let me lift them over!”
took a deep breath and without saying a word he nodded, keeping his eyes down
though. He balanced himself and watched as Trish gently lifted one leg, then
the other over the edge of the tub, making sure to not let them drop roughly
into the tub but carefully placing his feet on the bottom of the tub. Shawn
sat a little unsteady on the shower chair still with both legs in the tub now.
moved her own legs over the tub edge and watched him as he got positioned securely
on the shower chair.
saw his chest moving up and down quickly and when he looked at her she assured
him, “You did great. This was so hot.”
laughed a little, “What is so hot about that?”
smiled, “I don’t know, it just is.”
the shower curtain shut she turned on the water.
shower head was removable on a long hose, possible for Shawn to hold it down to
his body in whichever way he wanted. The faucet was on the side wall, easy for
him to reach.
said softly, “I can’t get my cast wet.”
leaned the elbow of his casted hand on the wall and let his hand rest on his
head as he watched Trish with serious eyes as she was checking the water
temperature and kneeling in front of him sitting on the heels of her feet in the bathtub.
the temperature was adjusted she held the shower head out to Shawn, “Is this
good for you?”
just nodded as he held his right hand under the water stream, not moving his
eyes from Trish’s naked body in front of him.
that Trish let the water run over her body and he watched as the water ran over
her skin. He could barely look at her but it excited him to see her naked and
wet. The streams of water were dripping off her breasts, running down to her pussy and her thighs.
just held his casted hand up over him and decided to just let happen whatever
was going to happen. He had no control over any of it anymore. Trish was in the
tub with him, they were both naked, in love and full of longing in the face of
the tragedy that hung over them like a dark cloud. He needed something good to
happen for him, he wanted to forget for just a little while about everything
that was going on in his life. He wanted to forget about his disability, about
Jesse fighting for his life, about his insecurities and everything that happened
over the last couple of weeks, the last couple of months, really the last two
years. All that mattered was Trish there with him, a woman he wanted in his
life for a long time. Watching her, deep inside he felt almost like his former
self again when he was with a hot girl, letting his lustful eyes travel over
her feminine curves and imagining what he wanted to do to Trish.
Trish held the warm water stream over Shawn’s chest and he watched her face as
she slowly moved the shower head over his whole body, her eyes fully focused on
his body. She seemed to be in a different world.
was still turned on witnessing Shawn’s transfer moments ago, seeing his naked
body, looking into his dark eyes, and scanning his face, his still legs and forever
sleeping penis. She wanted to taste him and his skin and after a moment she handed
him the shower head. She saw a momentary slight imbalance on Shawn’s part as he
took his hand off the seat to grab the shower head. The back rest of the shower
chair helped him sit somewhat steady though.
legs were slightly floppy, falling from one side to the other. He used his right
hand to help steady his legs and now the shower head to push his leg over.
let her hands touch his legs and she held his legs steady, not letting them
fall over to the side. She just watched his legs doing their own thing, trying
to fight gravity and her grip, wanting to fall to the side. Shawn had leaned his
head over on his left arm on the wall and just watched Trish’s face and her
eyes exploring the reactions of his legs. Almost like it was meant to be, his
left leg twitched slightly with her hand on it and she looked up at him
surprised but smiling.
stayed quiet, only communicating with their eyes. Shawn smiled and kept his
head leaning on his arm and watched as she ran her hands over his legs to the
inside of his thighs and up to his chest. She scanned the tattoo on his chest
again and she kissed his pectorals, letting her lips touch his skin softly.
Shawn felt her kisses on the upper part of his pectorals but when she let her
lips come down further he didn’t feel her anymore, he only saw her kiss him and
he watched her closely, feeling very content and enjoying her caress his broken
body. He loosely held the shower head in his left hand still and moved it over
her back, letting the water run over it.
Trish felt very excited kissing Shawn and she moved her mouth up to his
shoulders and let her tongue flick over his collar bone, licking up to his neck
and ear causing Shawn to take quick breaths now. His ears were sensitive to any
soft touch of a finger or a tongue and Trish worked her tongue just enough on
his ear lobe that he felt a rush go to his head, leaving his cock though in its
deep sleep. He
moved his head from his arm and looked down at Trish kissing his chest again.
softly, “Trish, take the shower head and let me kiss your body.”
took the shower head from him and secured it in its holder again and positioned
herself on her knees to make it easy for Shawn to reach her face, her
shoulders, neck and breasts. Shawn let his lips and his tongue travel over her
wet skin, licking and kissing her excitedly. His right hand stroked over her
back down to her ass and he grabbed it forcefully pulling her to him some.
he pulled her head to his face and he pressed his lips onto hers hard and
demanding. Trish felt her arousal building up with every second passing. She
pushed her body to Shawn as he also moved his casted hand over now and she felt
his fingers on her back, digging into her skin and pulling her to him more. The
water next to them was running into the tub slowly filling the bottom.
mumbled in between kisses, “Trish, help me get down into the tub! I want to
kiss and taste your pussy. I can’t reach it from this position.”
wanted so much of her and even though he tried to not worry about his sleeping
cock, there was a distant anger in him trying to surface and stop the moment.
wasn’t sure how to get Shawn into the bottom of the tub and she looked at him
on the shower chair though made it impossible for Shawn to reach Trish’s female
parts with his mouth as he couldn’t bend down without falling over and off the
Trish didn’t react right away, Shawn said lowly, “Here, I will hold on to the
grab bar and let myself down into the tub.”
was a little worried about his risky excursion and asked, “What do you want me
move over a little so I have room to let myself down.”
did as told and moved back some and watched as Shawn held on to the grab bar on
the side of the tub and the shower chair frame. He was concentrating and
scooted himself forward on the chair with his butt almost coming off the chair.
She was worried about this and kneeled down in front of him. There was water in
the tub and his little adventure wasn’t without risk of slipping, getting hurt
or his cast wet.
worried, “Shawn I don’t know. Maybe you should stay on the chair.”
didn’t even listen to her and another few scoots and his butt came off the chair
and for a moment he used all his arm strength, Trish witnessing his biceps and
triceps working very hard to let his body down into the tub. It wasn’t the most
graceful move but he managed and as he landed on his butt he was still holding
on to the grab bar.
he looked over at Trish in front of him she smiled, “You are crazy.”
laughed and demanded a little out of breath, “Push the shower chair back a
little so I can lean on it, then sit on my lap and wrap your legs and arms
around me so I can hold to you. I need you to support me in this position.”
was wobbly in the sitting position without proper support, the shower chair
behind him only giving a little bit of stability. He held on with one hand and
with the other adjusted his legs to either side so Trish could sit in between them.
He nodded for her to get down and Trish sat down in the water with Shawn’s legs
on either side of her and she wrapped her legs around him and locked them
behind his back and arms around his chest.
smiled, “There, that’s good.”
sat in about waist high warm water. Shawn held on tightly to Trish and pulled
her to him and looking deeply into her eyes he said, “I want to feel as much of
you as I can.”
stroked over his back with her fingers, “How are you going to get up again?”
took some strands of her hair between his fingers and shook his head, “Don’t
worry about it. We will figure it out.”
that he pulled Trish’s face to him and kissed her hard, his hands on the back
of her head and Trish holding on to him, her hands travelling up and down his
back, feeling the soft grooves of the scars on his spine.
Shawn whispered, “Stand up for me Trish.”
let Trish slide from his grip but his hands still holding on to her legs as she
stood up in front of him in a secure enough stance. Shawn had her pussy right
in front of his face now. He held on to her ass, pulling her closer, grabbing
the soft skin on her backside and kissing her hip bones, licking her and
letting his mouth go down on her pussy. He licked around it as Trish pushed
herself to him and held on to the wall and grab bar as good as she could. She
put her one foot on the edge of the tub, spreading her legs some and with that
was able to push closer to Shawn. She could see him balancing his body and a
few times he adjusted his position and leaned on the shower chair somewhat for
held on to her as he let his mouth lead him to places he had not been before.
He was breathing quickly now, his chest rising up and down, the kissing taking
his breath away, but tasting the sweetness of Trish’s pussy on his tongue. He
came around with the fingers of his healthy hand and joining his mouth in coming
down on her girl parts, stroking over it with his fingers and letting his
fingers explore her from the inside. He was flicking her clit and pussy with his
tongue and eventually pushed his tongue into it after he had explored with his
fingers inside her. Trish was breathing quickly over his head, looking down to
him a few times, watching him pleasing her orally, the moisture on her body
slowly drying as Shawn was busy bringing her closer and closer to orgasm.
was lost in the moment, he wanted to taste her so badly and kept his tongue
inside of her, swallowing her juices and with his fingers working her clit and
around it just enough.
moaned over him, “Oh Gosh Shawn, keep going.”
could barely breathe anymore as Trish above him moaned louder and eventually
her body trembled almost like in a spasm, her knees almost seemed to give out
and she mumbled his name a few times.
felt a distant flexion around his tongue inside her pussy and quickly moisture
of a distinct taste surrounding his taste buds and after a couple more
tongue thrusts he let his tongue come out and let his head rest on her thighs
and pubic area, holding on tightly to her ass with his hands, breathing quickly
and he felt his eyes get watery at the result of his tongue coming down on
Trish and giving her this kind of pleasure.
had stopped her slight rhythmic movements and eventually sat back down on
Shawn’s lap and wrapped her legs around him again. Shawn’s cock was still in
its eternal sleep and when she took his face in between her hands, she saw a
tear roll down his cheek.
She kissed him and tasted her juices in his mouth. They held on to each other
and in between the kissing the salty taste of Shawn’s tears were touching her
lips. Shawn was holding on to her tightly with both his hands, feeling
somewhat light headed and weak from the previous moments.
they let their lips unlock she whispered softly, “I love you so much Shawn.
This was awesome.”
looked down and wiped his tears away quickly, “I am sorry…I don’t know what is
going on with me. I love you more than anything Trish. I never want to be
without you again in my life.”
smiled, “You won’t never get rid of me, Shawn. I am here to stay.”
smiled and another tear escaped from his eye, he didn’t know why.
wiped her finger over his cheek, “Why are you crying?”
don’t know…I guess part of me…this was awesome…I enjoyed doing this to you so
much…it was the best thing that happened to me in a long time…but…I guess part
stumbled over his words but Trish knew what he was trying to say, “You thought
that maybe you can still have an erection?”
nodded, then said lowly, “I mean I knew it wasn’t working anymore but for
some….for some reason I thought maybe…with the right girl and…the right time…I
wanted to be inside of you so badly, Trish.”
kissed him on his cheek, “I loved every moment of what just happened and I hope
you may have felt something, if not down there, maybe in here and here.”
that she softly touched her finger to his head and then laid her hand on his heart and he nodded, “I did…I did feel it in
there…I love you so much Trish.”
added assuring, “I don’t want us to stress about this. We will find what works
for you and me both, Shawn. Please trust me. Don’t stress Shawn. What you did
was just awesome baby, it felt so incredibly amazing.”
held him and they hugged, feeling the coolness of the air on their skin and
longing for the warm water all over their bodies. Trish
turned the knob of the faucet and soon the very warm water ran over their
was exhausted from the interaction with Trish even though he had not come. It
seemed almost like he had just had really good sex and with a quiet
satisfaction and reassurance from Trish, he watched as she caressed his body
with the sponge and the soap. He didn’t have to do anything, he just sat there
as Trish took over the duty of washing him and herself. He felt so much for her
it hurt in his heart.
in his life did he want to be without this woman again.
they were done and had let the water out, it was time for Shawn to get back up
and onto the shower chair. It turned out to not be all the way easy and it took
Shawn a few unsuccessful tries to be able to pull himself up onto the shower
bench from the low position. He was breathing quickly and felt exhaustion as he
tried for the fourth time to pull himself up onto the chair and when finally he
was up on the chair he was out of breath and had to pause in his endeavors for
a few moments. Trish had already stepped out of the tub and with a towel
wrapped around her she stood by trying to assist Shawn with getting up onto the
shower chair and feeling worried about him not making it. Obviously the idea of
sitting down in the tub now backfired on them. Trish wasn’t able to lift Shawn
and he had to do most of the work himself as she was motivating him to pull his
he was up on the chair, Trish looked at him and said lowly, “I am so glad you
made it. I was worried about you. Maybe we should never do anything like that
on the grab bar for stability and catching his breath Shawn looked over at her
exhausted but with a mischievous smile, “It’s O.K. I made it. It was totally
worth getting down on my ass. I had a lot of fun.”
helped Shawn get done in the bathroom and got herself ready as well. Eventually
Shawn was lying on the bed pulling his boxer briefs and jeans over his legs
while Trish slipped into her clothes standing in the room. She couldn’t help
throwing quick glances over at Shawn, watching him put his clothes on was hot
to her. She was so happy that Shawn and she were able to reconcile after the
confusion and the fight. She never wanted anything to come between them ever
an hour later they sat in the small breakfast room of the hotel having the
continental breakfast which was included in their room prices. Randy had joined
them and they planned to go back over to the hospital after breakfast.
the hospital everything was unchanged. Jesse was still kept sedated and on the
ventilator. Really all they could do is stay in his room or hang out in the
hospital. Jesse was stable and the swelling in his brain was going down, which
was good news. His vitals were staying stable as well and he seemed to be doing
had his wheelchair parked next to the bed and was just looking at his brother.
Jesse had sticky sensors on his chest, monitoring his heart beat. IV’s lines
were running into the back of his left hand and in the crease of his elbow, a
clamp on his left pointing finger kept track of his blood pressure, and with a
soft strap his left wrist was restrained to the bed to avoid any jerking of the
arm and causing the IV’s to rip out. The ventilator tubing was strapped to his
face, his right arm was still in the sling over his chest.
knew he looked just about the same when he was in the hospital after the
accident and Jesse was the one sitting next to his bed every day, either
reading or sometimes napping in the chair, but always there and only leaving
his bedside to go the restroom or get something to eat in between.
was difficult for him to see Jesse like this and he hoped so much his brother
would make it out of this all right.
came up next to him and pulling a chair close she sat down and just looked at
Jesse with Shawn. Randy walked in and out of the room all day in between
keeping his kids at home updated on Jesse’s condition. Ceci was planning on
coming down the next day, Danny and Colby possibly on the weekend.
called the nursing home that night to tell them she wouldn’t be back until
Monday. Even though they were understanding, she knew that this was just a
temporary solution and couldn’t be a permanent thing.
was Wednesday and on Thursday Trish was going to be off anyways. Friday she
would take another vacation day but Monday she had to be back at work.
planned to stay one more night and then go back the next day as soon as Ceci
would get there.
night when they had dinner at one of the local restaurants they discussed the
possibility of all of this going to court and fighting for a settlement. The
driver had died in the accident but the investigation was still going on if his
death occurred because of the heart attack or because of the accident. An
autopsy was ordered and depending on the outcome Jesse could fight for a
settlement. They needed to get an attorney to fight for them and Randy thought
about all the people he knew and eventually remembered a couple he knew from
his church. The man was a lawyer and he contacted him that night to talk to him
about this situation.
man gave Randy some more information to an attorney specializing in car
accident settlements and he was going to call him up in the morning. Shawn
really didn’t know where to even start when it came to all of this and was glad
his uncle helped him out and took somewhat control of the situation.
he had his accident there was no settlement, no money, nothing. His friend Chad
had died in the accident and Shawn almost went to prison for vehicular
homicide. The only thing that had helped somewhat was the fact that Chad had
not been buckled up, the vehicular homicide charges were thrown out and Shawn
had only been charged with a DUI. Jesse had pleaded with Chad’s family to not
press charges for the vehicular homicide. After the investigation Shawn was
free to go but had to pay a lot of money for the DUI charges. He was in the
hospital and rehab during the whole process and would only get updates from
Jesse on where they were standing. Jesse had to borrow money from the bank to
pay Shawn’s way out of a harsher sentence.
were very different in this case and it would probably be a good idea to get an
attorney specializing in accidents and who could defend Jesse in a court room
and fight for a settlement.
looked at Shawn, who was worried, “It will work itself out. We will get a
lawyer and hopefully there will be some money coming out of this. It is
horrible that the man died but we will see what the autopsy will bring.”
could only nod and Trish took his hand in hers and he looked over at her.
she said, “I love you Shawn. Everything will be O.K.”
lowered his eyes when Shawn replied to Trish, “I am so glad you are here with
me. I love you.”
knew that Shawn was worried and really had no idea what was going to happen.
They had to stick together now as the small family they were and help the guys
out of this situation. Randy had always looked after the guys like his own sons
after his brother had died and left the young men behind. Now he needed to be
there for Shawn and Jesse once again and help them to his best abilities.
the dinner they drove to the hotel and retreated to their rooms.
felt drained from all the emotions running through his body and the spasms that
had been light during the day were becoming stronger now that he was in his
room. He stayed in his wheelchair and wheeled over to the window of the room,
looking out onto the swimming pool area. From the other side of the room Trish admired
his silhouette for a moment, Shawn in his wheelchair with his back turned to
her. She sighed and walked over to the window and without asking she climbed on
Shawn’s lap and wrapped her arms around his neck. Shawn looked at her and in
the twilight both their eyes were shiny.
said lowly, “Trish, I am scared about everything.”
stroked her hand over his check, “Don’t worry baby, we got this. I am here for
you and you have your uncle and cousins. We will make it through this somehow.”
lowered his eyes, “I am just so fucking tired. I can’t handle any more shit in
know and it will be all right.”
couldn’t do it without you.”
is why I won’t be going anywhere ever again.”
stroked his hand down her hair, “You are the only good thing in my life.”
love you so much Shawn. I won’t ever leave you.”
eyes were shiny and dark scanning her face, “You are so beautiful. I love you
so much too.”
fell into a kiss, full of love and longing, ending with Trish’s head on Shawn’s
shoulder and his hand softly stroking over her back.