Saturday, February 2, 2019

No Update

Hey everyone,
I am so sorry about last week, and this one too. My bad news turned out to be even worse than I thought they were at first. As this isn't completely unrelated to devoteeism, I think I could share it. My SO is a quadriplegic, we'd been trying to conceive for a long time, I think most ab-pwd couples can relate to that, and I lost the baby when I was already at an advanced pregnancy stage to something unrelated to our fertility issues. I was in the worst place I could ever imagine being, but I do have a great support system and with my personal beliefs, I'm putting myself back together and I know I'll be fine, given time.
I couldn't have anything new for you this Saturday, even though I did write a lot this week, including He's Not Mr. Perfect. It did turn out to be super dark, so I'll go over it this week again and try to shift the narrative back to where it was. I will post next week, and I'll try to make it extra long and enjoyable. I'll also try to have something new in the Anita thing.
Thank you so much for your kind comments last chapter.



10 comments:

  1. My dear Johanna. I am sorry for your bad news. I wish I can be more helpful but my heart is with you. Take your time and just know we miss your presence. I hope all will work out for the best for you and your SO (heart heart) XOXOXO

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  2. I'm so sorry to hear your news. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

    I look forward to your update when it's ready, but please take the time you need to care for yourself and your SO at this difficult time.

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  3. Dear Johanna, so sorry to hear this, my heart is with you. All the best and take your time! Take care!

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  4. I'm so sorry this happened to you and don't fret over this blog at all. Come back when you feel up to it .

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  5. I’m so sorry for your devastating loss. Hugs to you and take all the time you need, your stories will be missed, but the most important story is the story of your life so take the time you need to take care of you!

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  6. I’m so sorry to hear this! You do whatever feels right to you and what helps you best. I wish you and your SO all the strength you need to get through this.

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  7. So sorry to hear about your loss. :( I have a lot of friends who have been through that, and it's more painful than a lot of people realize.

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  8. Oh Johanna. My heart hurts for you. My husband and I have been struggling with infertility for 8 years, I cannot imagine the pain of losing a pregnancy. Just remember that you are stronger than you think. Much love to you.

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  9. Very sorry to hear about your loss. Wishing you lots of strength! Surround yourself with positive people and situations to ease the pain.

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  10. My warm thoughts are with you. This is a time to take care of yourself, first. When you feel like writing again, you will know the time is right.

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